i needed to vent a bit again and well rather than clutter up the forums with so multiple threads on venting, i figured i should start a thread dedicated to those who NEED to vent frustration with a kind community. everyone is encouraged to let it all out. if you don't need to vent, give some advice or words of encouragement for those who do vent. i decided against venting for now. after typing it out i gave it a quick thought and chose not to. i'd rather not let people find the one i am venting about...just as a precaution. for that persons safety.